Friday, July 10, 2009
I fucking overslept today, wasted half a day of shopping. was completely lost shopping without nikky around... i need my shopping buddy. last night i was so close to breaking down, looking at all those photos, listening to RNB on itouch. but i keep telling myself to push on, hold on, i wonder how long will it take before everything crumbles. i hope ill find some support before that happens. but on the positive side, the weather is wonderful haha. perth is messy, crazy, abit too quiet, but getting lost is a definite happening. haha.
missing ann, but still not quite figuring out if i should even be with her. the moment i think of her in someone else's arms, it kills me real bad. gawd. shes not even mine and im gettting jealous over nothing. i hate it. i miss everybody. xoxo
with lots of love, 4:11 AM