Wednesday, June 3, 2009
first of all: HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACHEL.. oh wait, its already thurs, whatever. u get it. haha.
work: sudden auditor visit, sudden EnA training, missed my sudden hot octopus at my point. tmr EnA + Rashidah = loads of infection at my piercing.. -runs around room screaming-
okay, so i better recap as much as possible.
CPR: A-30(5cycles), C-30(8cycles), B-30(8cycles)
EAR: A-5cts(24cycles), C-3ct(30cycles), B-3cts(30cycles)
SPinal: that im screwed for good.
after work, joined 403 for rachels birthday at sakura. bitch for a captain who actually monitored me to make sure i didn't eat(she caught me taking a mouth and gave me a warning..wth), since i wasn't paying. went to pasir ris park, played with sparkles, attempted to make a birthday video for rachel (which of course failed terrible cause she already knew and hence not much of a surprise), went for supper with my bro, caught up alot, found out alot of his secrets, made us closer. darn, this is such a summary. haha. im starting to love commas alot.
okay, heres what i caught up with my bro. he took _ _ _ _ _ before. totally accepting it. he feels that my piercing will get me into a hell load of trouble and that my parents are paying a fortune to send me overseas, so i should't be doing this to them. point is, e piercing isn't going to change me much, im still going to work as hard as i used to, except this time, ill be able to enjoy life better, to handle disappointments much better. sometimes i think doing badly for A levels actually taught me to look at life from a different perspective. everyone in www didn't do that well, but they are smart in their own unique way. a low income does not equal to a pathetic life, in fact u can live life to the fullest, trying everything out such as clubbing, smoking and drinking. its experiencing all this that u can give much better advice to others. they all pierced before and hence gave really great advices on caring for my piercing, and even offering their 'medicine'. they have experienced life the hard way and can tell u to not give up, don't listen to others. grab every opportunity available. true smoking all this are bad, but its hard to quit, so they would tell u don't start. getting drunk, hey, relax urself, getting drunk allows to release ur tensions that have been keeping u so uptight. alcohol isn't always bad, its how one looks at it. of course, over consuming is definitely bad, but once in awhile, to destress, its completely alright. see this are what i see and learn from them, things that i feel are right. one does not necessary have to be good all the time. u need to try the good and the bad, to create a balance, to be wiser. why can't parents see that. my bro said they are sending me overseas cause they wanted to ge tme away from their influence. but thing is, my late nights are not cause of them, its cause of home. hom e= nagging = quarrels = restrictions = house chores. i chose to stay out late. not them who made me. sigh. oh well but im still optimistic bout everything and i have to say, my piercing totally rocks! =D
im slowly falling for you, but are you for me? she suddenly smsed me to share a cab with her for jovi's andro competition tmr. still pretty pissed with jovi, well more of disappointment i guess, but on the other hand she did apologize, sincere or not, im not sure. will the air be cleared once and for all?
with lots of love, 10:47 AM
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
yay i pierced my naval! finally!!! it hurts and stings. really. im so worried it will get infected, plus i have work. doctors orders:
no swimming for 1 mth
no changing stud for 3 mths
redness and slight pain for 2 weeks
white fluid injected for 1 week
side note: im supre pissed with jovi who cancelled on me last minute. like really last min with an exceptionally stupid reason. if u wre at town since 12 and arranged to meet in the evening, and around 3 pm ur friend smses u that she can't make it last min cause she wants to go to a chalet to learn how to dance, how would u feel? pissed right? how to expect me not to be pissed. its inevitable. luckily jeremy was there, and accompanied me. thanks dearie
with lots of love, 8:20 AM
Monday, June 1, 2009
sorry for being so immature, so childish, so jealous. who am i to be right? im feeling so sorry. the look on ur face said it all, if that was all. but i just can't apologize. sorry for not saying sorry, sorry for saying those words of envy, sorry for being such an ass.
with lots of love, 8:16 AM
Rosanne 
