these have been the most hectic days of my life in mjc. honestly, i have never felt so stressed before, not even the o levels. there was a moment where i almost wanted to give up, on the verge of breaking down and shedding those tears of pain that is affecting me both mentally and physically. I still remember the instant where tears were swelling in my eyes when i saw my EOM, and right then, the entire year of weariness and stress finally took its toll in the form of tears. The workload for that night, the upcoming promos, my 'no-life'... it adds on to my worries. Is there nothing that i can look forward to? to take my mind of things? sure, there is the trip to thailand, to build new memories with all my girls, etc. but how long more do i have to wait, how long more must i endure before these wonderful days?
today, was the most unproductive yet the most enjoyable days of my life. -drum rolls- i met up with sharon, chu, michy, mandy and of course (indirectly) ANDREA! haha, you guys really rock my world. you are like my vitamins =P, destressing me in every way. you know what, we so have to hang out more! lol. we have so much to catch up. put aside all the work, and just have a hell of our lifes :P miss you guys so much! xxx
now, im struggling for econs lol.gotta catch up with what i missed out for the entire day =( o well, at least there's my dear to push me on. lol. thanks for keeping me company love. [not like he would know cos not many know about this blog-thank god] lol. okay, maybe indirectly keeping me company since he actually stayed up to play games lol. so 'thanks alot'. haha. okay, so i have to go and do this final essay and sleep! yes sleep!. OH HOW I WELCOME YOU WITH OPEN ARMS, AND EMBRACE YOU!. haha. really, i do need that much sleep haha, considering i have 6 hrs of econs tuition tmr! honestly, 6! that kills you know =( nvm, gotta endure for my promos -JIA YOU!