Wednesday, May 20, 2009
okay, heres a continuation from e previous post.
sat:
morn, jurong bird park to celebrate mothers day, more of belated actually. haha birds were interesting, but super smelly. and dang, loads of mosquitoes bites. then rushed down to smu for the eta session and the worse thing, i went to the wrong building. $*&($% had to walk blindly in search of the admin building. then rushed down to church and then to sempang bedok for dinner with my jc classmates. sorry cindy and jovi dear, suppose to meet ur but i just felt too lazy and stingy to spend cab fare down.
e rest of e days were jsut work, but holy cow, joy joy joy, my parents are out of town for a week. havoc man, i know. lolx. went pubbing with my dear le dung. we went to so many pubs and the dirnks were just not high enough, so we bought a small bottle of vodka and sat by the riverside to drink and chat. his family has such an amazing history. his grandfather was some war hero that everyone knew and respected, and his father is this all important guy that everyone too respected and even gave him many treats. haha my poor dear puked and i had to clean up for him. funny thing was that after i cleaned up for him, the alcohol finally kicked in for me and i got drunk and dear had to send me home in a cab. haha i kept making him make pinky promises to keep it from dar. lol. so those who read this, SHUT UP OKAY! :P annie dear was a sweetheart, seriously, stayed up e whole night waiting fo rme to come home, helped me clean up, put me to bed and did e house chores for me. we ________ . but it left me more confused.
i like as. but ur so nice-have i fallen for u? do u even like me? u claim u do, u claim ull wait for me. but just a few weeks ago, u told me u liked her and now u can suddenly like me? u knew i was drunk but taht did not stop u. did u genuinly like me or just wanted to relive ur pleasures. u were great , really. but what am i to u? an obj or someone u truly care. my friends have to accept u, my cousin doesn't like u, my bestie thinks ur ugly. yet my other besetie thinks i should give u a chance. but i want someone who loves me emotionallly, not physicaly or sexually or whatever. moreover, i cant just ignore those butterfly feelings i have for ash. why is it the ones i like never like me?haha had a great tme at vivo with nikki dear last night, spend loads of money at forever 21. love shopping and even hanging out wiht u dear. love love.
with lots of love, 8:34 AM