Thursday, April 23, 2009
thx for e sms nikky, i love you too! sorry for sounding so depressed, its just that sometimes u get into this emo mode, think everyone has that moment sometimes.
so my dad finally gave me the green light to sab's bday chalet, but it wasn't as hyped as i thought it would be, once again, i felt neglected, now i know how kim huat felt during my chalet haha. sorry my dear fatty kim.
i guess its cause after seeeing my favs hanging out with others instead flirting, kinda got jealous, like wth is wrong with me right? i mean at least my buddies still hung out with me, and had heart to heart talks with me, but its them i want. heard they are going clubbing tonight, and gonna dance with other girls, why do i mind? :(
and he said he'll reply later but he didn't. im lost.
~my mind is in a whirl, spinning and spinning non stop, wheres the red button?gonna see nikky tmr and then club at night, i really want to chill, release myself and mind. good luck for the interview tmr at SMU, looks like accountancy is out of reach for me. i don't even know what i want to do in future. so lost.haah on the bright side! sleepover at nikky's and i know its gonna be a hellfo a night and can't wait to see sarah's hot new look~~ lol
happy belated birthday girl!!!
with lots of love, 9:46 AM