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Wednesday, April 22, 2009

can anyone tell me how i can convince my dad to let me stayover e chalet tmr? i even thought of e perfect outfit, and now i can't wear it. im devastated! howhow, im so tired that i can't even be bothered to go, and to make matters worse, my parents have cancelled their holiday and hence no home alone time at all!! :( all my plans washed down the bowl. sigh.
anyway, i think im going nuts, i spend 300 bucks on shopping.
THX NIKKY BABY! LOVE YA LOADS! GOTTA GO CLUBBING TOGETHER BABE SOON!!!
heres e list:

NUM Slippers - 49.90
NUM Top - 59.90 (shared with 2 more slippers with nikky)

Zara Top - 16.90 (same as nikky love)

Topshop White Top - 63 (love the plaits)

Topshop High Waist SHorts - 69

TOpshop plain top - 15(i think)

Cotton On 2 tank tops - 20

BLogshops - Stone Wash Shirt - 29

- Black tube dress - 34.90

- Ash grey jean shorts - 24(i think)

Total: 260.90 i think
Still want:
Mango Top, Mango Double SKinny belt(34), Cotton On Jean SHorts (15), Topshop Snoopy &Supergirl Underwear(13), Zara Monster Top, Mango Cute T (25). sigh..
and am gonna get havanna slippers for both my sis, so its about another 100. should i or not?dunno why, but lately i feel so unloved, so confused, so lost, so lonely, so stubborn, so extravagant and so rebellious (for freedom). i want to go to the chalet, i want ur to want me to go, i want to go anywhere without asking, i want more clothes, i want this, i want that, im so selfish, i know it, but i can't control it, im losing it. why?! i want you esp, but ur too far to catch.

with lots of love, 5:52 AM