Monday, March 9, 2009
yestd, wild wild wet closed to public for 30,000 pax booked by the Workers Union! wth right? omg, it was pratically a refugee camp, with families camping beside the barriers, and hanging their clothes on the fences.. it was really insane. The BLUE water turned MILKY/CHALKY, whichever is a better description, imagine how much dirt was in it, can't understand why bozos outside still want to get in. We actually reached near our limit with 8764 pax at 3pm. It was an amazing sight to behold. Though i didnt manage to save anyone, i did find 3 lost kids which to me felt pretty good. Hope I can save someone soon.. crossing my fingers on it.
guess many are wondering why i was in a bad mood on sat and why im not announcing my results. sorry my dears, its just that i screwed up badly, ill manage it, i don't want help, i want to clear the mess i made. im stubborn, sorry. i feel bad cause i hurt many people by keeping to myself, but its just who i am. truth is, im afriad ill cry the moment i tell others my results. i have disappointed my parents, my teachers, my friends and everyone who thought i could do well, even myself. true, i did do better than some, but each has his own goal, and mine was far below.
gawd, i feel shitty now, my eyes have so much shyt that my eyelids are stuck together. think i got sore eyes, but mum claims its the effects of contacts. whatever. tmr the www group are going to sentosa, but i cant go, not cuase of work but cause of my eyes. its really bad now. im like a red eyed zombie haha :D okay i gtg sleep now. to those who screwed As, cheer up okay, we are all in the same boat no matter what, just like darling said : god has a plan, have faith and follow true..
with lots of love, 6:01 AM
Rosanne 
